Cincerely, Britton & Foster

All I want for .:Christmas:.

2011-12-10T21:00:00.003-06:00

Our dear Corwin is still gone....4 months have passed by. I have come to terms with the fact that he is not coming back and I can only hope someone else is loving on him. Rylee has had a rough time trying to adjust to not having a buddy. Kyle has been incredible looking for Corwin every day. It's hard to think my sweet boy of eight years is gone. My heart breaks and seeing Rylee so sad all the time makes it worse. So after much thought I asked for a puppy for Christmas. I was surprised by Kyle when he told me he was going to get me a Pointer puppy we had found only to find out they had ben adopted. Thus started the search, again! We decided to adopt a dog in order to save a life. We found the cutest little girl in Mt. Juliet. She is a retriever mix with a black and white coat. She is currently 8 weeks old and will be coming home with us on December 20th!! We went to see her today so the boys and most importantly Rylee could meet her to see if it would be a good match. They all loved each other and plans are set! I dread housebreaking another puppy, but she is already crate trained! I am so excited, as is the rest of the family! Ten days seems so far away! (Thank you to my sweet husband for understanding my want & need for this puppy. You are too good to me, love!)

Our sweet .:*Blair*:. with her Momma.

So thankful...

2011-11-26T19:55:00.000-06:00

We celebrated Thanksgiving at our home again this year! I must say it was much calmer this year! I no longer have a busted stove top or a 3 week old baby! We were glad that everyone could come and enjoy the day together! June and Kelcie were able to stay from Tuesday to Friday, with Mimi, Pa, and P staying from Wednesday to Sunday! The boys love their long visits! Britton's face simply lights up each time he sees them! This year we are so very thankful for two healthy, adorable boys and a family that loves them so!

Happy Halloween!!

2011-10-31T22:45:00.001-05:00

Our crazy & wild monkey with our sweet & excited firefighter! ♥

Happy Birthday, baby Foster!

2011-10-30T22:29:00.000-05:00

My dearest baby Foster.... How it hurts my heart that you are no longer my sweet baby, but a growing one year old. I simply adore your precious blonde hair, blue eyed, laid back and loving personality. I love how you are such a "Momma's Boy." I love your contagious laugh, how around your eyes wrinkle when you smile & the sweet bond you have already formed with Britton. You are such a blessing to me, to all of us. I pray that you grow to be such a Godly man who loves others and gives to those in need. I am so honored to be your Momma. I love you BIG, my sweet boy.

Such a wonderful moment!!

October 30, 2010...9:56 p.m....7lbs 8ozs....21 1/2"

Foster's first Christmas with the Smelser side

Happy Fourth of July!

Bright eyed at nine months :)

11 months old and happy as usual

The two little loves of my life

LoViNg his cake!

*ONE*

Our family of four...pretty perfect

Happy 1st Birthday, love!

October 30th, 2011...9:55 p.m....21 lbs 8 ozs...31"

Gentry's Pumpkin Patch and other fall fun!

2011-10-21T15:39:00.010-05:00

We took our third trip to Gentry's this fall and I must say each year Britton loves it more and more. We have a lot of friends that go to Walden's, I think after looking at the two and comparing prices for what you get Gentry's obviously still wins! Foster seemed to really enjoy Gentry's too! He wants to do and be everywhere Britton is. I hope they remain such good friends. :) A Momma can hope, right?!

Our two sweet boys!

One happy Foster

2'6" :)

3' 6" We think :)

He adores his big brother

We just redid Britton's room into a big boy choo-choo room. I'm not sure big boy and choo-choo go together, but hey, he's spoiled and I cave too easily! In redoing his room I moved his art easel into our family room. Foster discovered it and is in love! First he tried to eat the crayons, hey he's curious :), now the two of them are sharing it very well When they are not hiding from us and talking under it they are busy coloring on it! It's crazy how grown up Foster is getting!

It's crazy for me to think Britton is old enough for a full sized bed!

He is loving his chalk board wall!!

Such cute buddies

Both of our boys LOVE taking baths. This has always been the case for Britton and just about a month ago the bug hit Foster. Foster is big enough now that we let them bathe together then get Foster out while big brother continues to play. What a time saver!! It also makes for some great pictures!

It's getting crazy here in the Cincere household with Foster's birthday and party being next week. His birthday week officially starts Monday. Being that he won't remember this very well ;) we are doing a birthday week of things Foster loves....at this moment. :) Two toddlers, wow....

Stay tuned for our next update of our sweet Foster's birthday party and birthday!!

Almost time for another BiRtHdAy WeEk!!

2011-10-01T09:07:00.003-05:00

Just a little sneak peak of our invites for Foster's Party!!

Seriously....already....

2011-09-27T19:44:00.005-05:00

I love Fall. I love everything about Fall. I love the cool weather (I'm sucker for jeans and a comfy tee), I love football season, I love the fall colors, I love driving home to Bristol and seeing all the foliage, and I love being able to sit outside beside a nice fire with Kyle....this will happen soon! This year however I am so sadden that Fall has arrived. Fall this year means our sweet Foster will be turning one! The smallest love of my love will no longer be an infant and I am feeling torn. I can't wait to hear, "I love you Momma," just like Britton tells me. I can't wait to see my boys running and playing together or wrestling with Kyle. On the other hand I will no longer have a little baby who has that irresistible baby smell and the tiny fingers that wrap around yours as he feeds. Such a bittersweet time it will be this October and I don't know how I will feel or handle my emotions on October 30th. I do know however, that I will feel so blessed and thankful for our precious, loving and simply gorgeous baby Foster. So for now I will enjoy every minute of every day just as we have done the past 11 months. What an incredible, Godly man I believe Foster will be..... so blessed

pretty perfect ♥

2011-08-21T08:27:00.009-05:00

This is our precious, sweet, love to dance, and going to be into everything baby Foster.

And this is our wild child who loves to hug and kiss on his Momma, wrestle with Daddy, be creative and would swim & play outside all day long if we'd let him. He also is a pretty awesome destroyer of "monsters" and would do anything to protect his "baby Foster."

We think this is basically perfect...we all need a superhero, after all...who said he couldn't be 2?

william country fair & more

2011-08-14T17:53:00.009-05:00

What a crazy, fun and packed weekend we had! My Mom came in on Friday night and our schedule began! :) Britton was due for a haircut so off we went. He still HATES having his hair cut, but we have moved from screaming to pretend crying. After the lovely cut we had dinner at...don't judge....Sweet CeCe's. Yes, we all had yogurt with very unhealthy toppings and syrup for dinner and it was FaBuLoUs!! Britton had his very own bowl, for the first time. A trip to Toys 'R Us was next followed by a Mickey Choo Choo for Britton and a Chatter Elmo for Foster. Mimi spoils these two kiddos way too much. :)

Saturday morning started off early...in fact it started with Foster sampling his brother's juice box AND strawberry Nutri Grain bar. :) Whoops!!

We had planned to go to the last day of the Williamson County Fair and were there right after it opened. The weather started off not too bad and it was not too crowded. As the day went on the crowds came out! The boys had a great time. Britton surprised us all by riding a lot of rides on his own. He got braver after each ride! He really enjoyed the Little Farmers exhibit where he got to pretend to harvest foods, collect eggs, get wool, plant seeds and feed many animals. At the end he was "paid" for his work and allowed to get something from the market. He picked animal crackers and Foster let Britton have his dollar to get a chocolate milk. Britton was in Heaven!! :) After he ate we went to pet the animals! (Those pictures are on Mimi's camera.) He thought it was fun to hold his hand out to touch them, but gross when they tried or did lick him!! We got to watch two clown acts.....Britton was at times amused...they were....we'll come on it's a circus routine at a fair! After we left the fair and had dinner Kyle and I were able to leave the boys at home with my Mom and enjoy the first Titan's preseason game!! We had great seats, the rain held off and we had a win! Great night....Great weekend!! (Thanks for helping this weekend, Mimi!)

Foster waiting on Britton to get off a ride

Britton lOvEd this HuGe slide!

Watching the "Circus" show :)

Showing the chickens his egg

Britton had to collect the correct number of veggies for his basket.

This climbing activity was so HiGh! He was such a champ and did this four or five times!

Britton's last ride of the day. He loved this bee!

Happy heart

2011-08-11T20:04:00.001-05:00

I adore this picture and especially the two kiddos in it! I can only hope and pray that this relationship continues to grow in trust and love. For right now....I think it's pretty perfect.

....missing you, Brother Johnson....

2011-08-03T21:55:00.004-05:00

I do this every day. There is not a day that has gone by since you passed away, my dear friend, that I do not think of you, of Sister J, of our last conversation, your compassionate smile & servant heart and most of all how much I adore you. I always have adored you, from the very first time we met....

What I would give to hear that laugh just one more time. To watch you walk hand in hand with the love of your life. To give a huge hug to that small frame and soak in the moment with you. It's never easy to let go of someone you love, but I am reassured by the way you lived that you are in His kingdom and so joyful. I long for the day we meet again, Brother J. Until then I will continue to miss you, to reflect on your incredible example and cherish the friendship we shared. I love you, my sweet Jamaican grandfather....

**Raise up this morning, smile with the rising sun, three little birds beside my doorstep, singing sweet songs of melodies pure and true**

A week at the BeAcH!!

2011-08-01T16:14:00.015-05:00

Kyle and I look forward to this particular vacation ever year. We both adore the beach and getting to share it with our boys makes it even more special! This year we decided it would be nice to invite my parents to join us for half the week. Britton and Foster had a great week and enjoyed having Mimi and Pa with them too!

My precious Britton celebrated his half birthday on July 24th! He got lots of Buzz gifts, spent almost all day at the pool, had a good dinner and a huge cupcake to end the night! He kept telling us, "It's my birthday!" He actually said this the entire week. :) Boy knows what a birthday means!!

Kyle and I celebrated our four year anniversary while at the beach, July 28th! This year we were able to go out, just the two of us! :) I know it sounds odd that we would not be alone for our anniversary, but we have spent the past two at the beach with Britton. We were able to see Captain America, eat at Great Southern ( my favorite place in Seaside) and share some drinks together. The boys were already asleep when we got home which was a bonus! I can't believe it has already been four years! What a lucky and blessed girl I am!

We spent a lot of time in Seaside, as usual, and this year did not disappoint! We were able to catch the last part of a band on Wednesday night after our beach pictures. (Look for those professional pics soon!!) Then on Friday night we all ate at the newest airstream called The Meltdown on 30A, which is a grilled cheese place and was fabulous food, horrible customer service that night. :( We stayed at the amphitheatre to see the movie Yogi Bear. I think it is safe to say that the adults thought this movie was bad, really bad, but my 2 year old thought it was great! It had everything he loved in it: animals, water, hats, and choo-choos. When it was over he cried that he wanted to watch the "bears." Needless to say his Mimi came to the rescue and gave him the Yogi Bear movie on Saturday. (Such a spoiled boy! It's those big brown eyes and his little sweet voice that says, "I need it.")

The beach, aka: the sand, was a success this year! It started out being the enemy yet again, but became friendly at our photo shot! Britton found a sand castle from earlier in the day and made friends with the sand as he destroyed the castle, saying he was a monster! :) By the end of our 9 days he was LoViNg the sand! Foster enjoyed the sand too! He didn't pay much attention to it until the last day when I sat him in it with no toys around so I could get some pictures. The sand, wet sand I might add, made it's way into his little fist and then into his mouth...multiple times actually. :) Both of the boys enjoyed the ocean and the pool. Britton called the pool his water and the ocean, well....he asked me whose water it was, I couldn't think of an answer besides Jesus....so it became Jesus' water. He would let us know which water he wanted to visit. :) To be honest as long as he was in water, he was happy, as was Foster. We have two little fish!

Our last night we decided to go eat dinner in Destin. We had to pick somewhere that served something besides seafood, my Mom is not a fan! The Back Porch seemed the easiest pick. We always worry about Britton going out to eat because when he is ready to go then it's time to go, no matter what...according to him! Kyle and I were happily surprised at how well he and Foster did!! In fact Foster even decided to try table food....too bad it was a french fry that he sucked on, ha! Oh well!!

Buying a beer with a baby :) I told Kyle I thought this would be a funny picture. He said he didn't want to be "that guy." :)

Our week ended way too soon, as I guess all vacation does! We had such a fun time and think that Mimi and Pa should join us for half a week next year too. In fact we think Aunt Ne and Uncle Sean should make an appearance!!

Excuse our months of MIA....Life with two, 2 and under is a bit hEcTiC :)

2011-07-31T12:47:00.000-05:00

I know, I know our last post was about Valentine's Day and here it is August 1st! Whoops!! Let me catch you up quickly...well as quickly as I can while sharing adorable pictures! That's what Momma's are suppose to do, right?!

March:

*We attended "zoo school" at the Nashville Zoo and Britton absolutely LOVED it!! He is not afraid of anything and very eager to see and touch each new animal!

*I return to work from maternity leave. :( A huge boo can be inserted here.) My kids had to be "retrained" and it was stressful, but I was glad to see their face again.....most of them! :)

*Foster started daycare with Britton. He did incredible, Momma on the other hand was a different story!

* I participated in my first consignment sale as a seller. It was quite the success and I actually just signed up to do the same sale for the fall!

*The Lipscomb Jamaica Mission group went to sweet Jamaica without Kyle AND without me. I had such mixed feelings about this. I wasn't ready to leave Foster and at the same time my heart ached the entire week knowing that I was not getting to spend such precious time with my Jamaican family.

* I had a wonderful birthday week that included a new car, iPhone and camera....oh, yeah I turned 29! Yikes, so close to 30!! I've decided I am loving my life right now and it can only get better, so bring on 30! :)

*We celebrated St. Patrick's Day to the fullest! Trails of clovers left by our visitors, special shirts, green food and even green water for our baths!

April:

*Foster turned 6 months old....so we of course had to celebrate his first half birthday!

*We celebrated Kyle turning 29! :) He had a weekend get-away with some of his fraternity brothers to start his celebration.

*Foster started oatmeal and rice cereal!

*We also hosted Easter again at our house, so much work, but so worth it!

May:

*Kyle planned a fun outdoor get-away for Mother's Day weekend. We spent the weekend at Fall Creek Falls hiking and playing. It was great and the boys had a good time too!

*We spent Memorial Day at Kyle's parents. We had a little cook-out and swimming....Britton is such a fish!

*Foster has his 6 month check-up and we were given the final go ahead to start him on baby food!! He decided he loved applesauce and sweet potatoes right away, just like his brother!

June & July:

Yay for being home with the boy's for the summer!! We had so much fun! We spent our days at the zoo, riding the "choo choo," play dates, swimming, learning to put on and take off our own shoes, going to visit family in NC and IN, having Kelcie stay with us for a week, and reconnecting with old friends with new babies. :)

We also went to the beach for a week in July, but that trip deserves it's very own post! :) Thanks for sticking with us, despite my lack of updates!

♥HaPpY♥VaLeNtInE's♥DaY

2011-02-15T14:28:00.006-06:00

Kyle and I were able to go to dinner, just the two of us, for an early Valentine's Day meal! We had such a good time together and the wonderful meal was a bonus! We will have to visit The Mad Platter again soon!

When we got home Britton wanted to take pictures with us! He kept saying "more, more." He is such a silly and fun toddler! I just love him to pieces!

We didn't want Foster to feel left out! :)

Our sweet boys got gifts from us to celebrate the day! Kyle and I got gifts too! :) There is a lot of love in our family of four! What a blessing it is to have such precious sons and an incredible husband!

My two VaLeNtInE's

(#3 Valentine is taking this early morning picture!:)

My newest L♥VE!!

2011-02-10T21:40:00.005-06:00

Getting to be home every day and see this sweet smile is such a blessing. Foster Buchanan already has me wrapped around his finger, just like his big brother. He truly melts me heart. Thank you God, for family and for healthy, loving, adorable boys.

HaPpY BiRtHdAy to my sweet Britton!!

2011-01-24T21:14:00.000-06:00

We can hardly believe that we are the parents of a two year old! Thinking back to the day that our precious son was born seems so long ago, yet just like yesterday too. Britton has become such a sweet and caring boy. He is always wanting to help his Daddy and Momma and "baby" too. He loves to dance, to run, to play musical instruments, to cook, to cuddle with his parents and be the typical boy. We feel so blessed to have a toddler who has so much love in his little heart. We pray he continues to grow into a loving man and keeps his sweet spirit. Happy Birthday Monkey, we love you to the moon and back! XOXO

Britton around 6 months old

His 1st Birthday...he still loves this guitar!

One excited soon-to-be big brother

Easter 2010

Trip to Denver...just Mommy and Britton time

This boy adores his Daddy! Seaside 2010

Loving on Foster right from the start

So silly

2nd Birthday...typical little love :)

The end of 2010 wrap-up

2011-01-17T13:37:00.011-06:00

We realize that it has been so long since our last post it would take way too long to write about everything that has happened....instead, we thought we'd show you the last 3 months of 2010 in pictures! :)

October

At Gentry's Pumpkin Patch

Sweet Britton with his and his brother's pumpkins :)

Painting his pumpkin for Halloween

The morning of Foster's birthday!

Foster Buchanan Cincere

October 30th

9:56 p.m. * 7lbs 8 oz * 20 1/2" long

My ThReE boys!!

Foster on Halloween

Britton Trick-or-Treating on Halloween as a Titan's player

November

Leaving the hospital with our baby boy

Britton discovering his love for cupcake batter and cooking

Foster just being good in his Boppy

Thanksgiving Day

The boys with Pa and Mimi...Thanksgiving

Kelcie & Britton (He adores her! :)

December

Britton moves to a toddler bed!

Foster's Sip 'n See

First Snow for Foster

Matching pjs on Christmas morning :)

Loving opening his gifts!

My sweet family on Christmas Day

Pa and Foster

Playing in the snow in Bristol...he had a BlAsT!!

I told him to pose and this is what I got! :) He was showing off his new backpack and Handy Manny boots!

Aunt Ne and Uncle Sean got to finally meet Foster!

As you can see it has been a very busy and crazy time in our house. Adding Foster to our family has been an easy transition and Britton is LoViNg being a big brother! We are excited and ready for a wonderful 2011 with our boys! 2009 brought us Britton....2010 brought us Foster.....as fasr as 2011 goes....who knows! :) For now I'm trying o come to term with the fact that my precious baby is going to turn 2 in a week!

**Sorry some of this is underlined, I can't get it to go away!! :) **

Where has the time gone??

2010-10-16T22:57:00.002-05:00

I promise to write a "real" post this week, since it's Fall Break and I'll actually have time to perhaps sit down! A quick up date for all of those who have asked....

1. Yes, we are back in the house and almost done unpacking! :)

2. Yes, my foot is still broken. I am now only having to wear my boot every other day!

3. Yes, I'm still pregnant! We are somewhere between 37 and 38 weeks along. We have a scheduled C-Section for Nov. 2nd! YAY for Foster soon being here and for Britton being a big brother.

4. My maternity leave starts on October 25th and yes, they found someone to be in my room.

5. NO, I have not updated any pictures in way too long. Sorry to add to that disappointment, but I have not taken a picture of Foster and I, aka: a belly shot, since week 31. I'll get on that...tomorrow maybe. :)

Take me Out to the BaLlGaMe!!

2010-08-26T08:48:00.005-05:00

As a summer gift to Kyle I bought us tickets to a Nashville Sounds game. Before we had Britton we would go to many summer Sounds games. Since Britton has been born we had not been, until a few weeks ago. Things took a little turn when we discovered we would be taking Britton with us for his first game. :) He had a blast! He enjoyed drinking an Icee and eating a hotdog. He couldn't stop watching the players and the fans long enough to even let us take a good picture! Our little monkey made it through the 4th inning before he decided it was time to walk around. Anyone that knows Britton, knows this is quite the accomplishment! We all had a great time and are ready to go again.

Watching all the fans!

Britton's first Sounds game!

Watching the players be introduced!

Things with Foster are going well! I'm feeling and looking VERY pregnant! This week has been a very tiring and hard one. I have had activities and responsibilities every night this week. I've been missing getting to spend time with Kyle and Britton. I've also managed to somehow hurt myself! I go to the doctor today to see if I have a severe sprain or a stress fracture to my left ankle/foot. It's quite painful during the day and with my RLS at night, sleep and being comfortable at all has gotten to be almost impossible!! Luckily, I am just over 31 weeks today and our sweet baby will be with us soon. I know it sounds crazy, but I think I'll get more sleep when that time comes then I am now! :)

Foster and I at 31 weeks

2010-08-07T22:24:00.005-05:00

I think this short clip shows why Britton needs a beginner drum set for Christmas!!

Maybe he's going to be a future diver/swimmer instead of a drummer....

OuR SuMmEr ReCaP...using pictures :)

2010-08-06T21:42:00.013-05:00

Denver! Britton and I went to stay with Aunt Ne and Uncle Sean for a week. Mom flew up with us and we flew back just the two of us. I was so proud of how great he did, perfectly behaved little passenger! We had a fun time in CO and were glad we had the chance to go!

Aunt Ne bought this Handy Manny table set for Britton for Christmas...he got to break it in a little early!

Despite the heat we took Britton to the Denver Zoo. He had a blast looking at all the animals, alive and stuffed. :)

He seriously needs his own beginner drum set! He had so much fun playing Uncle Sean's...notice his serious face/lips!

We of course had to take him to Chuck E Cheese for lunch. He enjoyed playing more than eating! Again, note the serious face! I have no idea how he knew to ride like that, all boy!!

Being home this summer with my little man has turned him back into a Momma's Boy and I absolutely adore it!

Ohio! The day after Britton and I returned from Denver we loaded up with Kyle and headed off to Ohio. One of my dearest friends from Sequoya was getting married! It was a hot day, but so much fun! Brooke looked gorgeous! We also got to see my love Hagen and her sweet boy Grey. Britton and Grey are mini-twins and we were so thrilled they got to hang out and become buddies!

Brooke, Hagen/Twin and I...LoVe tHeSe GiRlS!!

Kyle and I after the wedding

Britton was exhausted from the long drive and playing with Grey!

Sweet buddies at CPK

I hope these two go up to be the best of friends!

Sea Grove/Sea Side Beach Trip, round Two! We had another fun filled week at the beach! Britton did much better with the sand this time and even more patience when we went out to eat! He's growing up way too fast and turned 18 months our first day there! (We did have professional pictures done and are excited to view those soon!)

Opening gifts for his 1 1/2 birthday! Yes, we celebrate 1/2 birthdays! He even had cake!

My two sweet boys!

My buddy and I before going out to eat.

He was ready to tackle the beach this day, such a big boy!

He LoVeS the water and especially LoVeD the pool!

Bristol! Britton is making this trip all by himself. I'm excited that Kyle and I will have my last summer weekend together, but so sad that I won't be spending it with Britton...bitter sweet! I drove to Crossville today to meet my parents and pass over my sweet boy. He cried when he left his Momma, but perked up when he saw the books and toys in the backseat! I'm sure he'll have a great time!

Floods, Trips and Baby 2

2010-06-23T22:40:00.006-05:00

This may be the first time I have an actual reason for not updating that is not only good, but understandable. We were flooded out like many others in Nashville on that lovely May 1st. We lost both SUVs, three rooms, everything in our carport, our fence and basically our yard. We have been waiting to hear if we are in the buyout, but it looks as if we are not included in phase one. Since the day of the flood we have been living with my in-laws. Am I thankful to have a place to go, of course....but...living with 5 adults, 1 toddler, 5 dogs and 1 cat is starting to get to me and Kyle too. It's overwhelming and horrible timing! We were some of the few who did have flood insurance and are hoping to start the rebuilding process in July with a move in date in August. It could be a lot worse an we know that...remind us of that if we complain too much!!

We had scheduled to go to the beach on May 28th and decided to continue with that plan. It was a nice break from everything. Britton was very different this year than last! Last year he loved the sand and hated the ocean; this year was the complete opposite. He did well and we did get to spend a couple of hours at the beach in the early morning and then a hour or so at the pool in the afternoon. Vacations at the beach are much different with a toddler in tow! We have plans to return to the beach on July 24th (Britton's 18th month b-day) and stay for a week. We will be able to get pictures again from 30A Studios and are excited to compare those to Britton's picture's from last year at 6 months.

Baby #2 has been giving me lots of sickness and just all over pains. :) What a sweet child! This baby does not kick anywhere as hard or as often as Britton did, so that is a welcomed relief! We went to see Dr. Rupe on the 8th for a check-up and listen to the heartbeat. We were planning on asking for our gender ultrasound and didn't have she told us to come back in two weeks. On Tuesday we went had Ashlin and Jessica watch Britton so we could go to our appointment! I, well actually Kyle and the whole family were hoping for that perfect American family of 4...a girl and a boy. I knew that this pregnancy had been so much different that my first. but with carrying low I had a gut feeling it would be a boy. Sure enough we will be welcoming another baby boy into our family around October 27th! We decided on Foster Buchanan for his name sticking with a first name that is actually a last name and a middle name that honor someone we cherish. Foster's middle name is after my sweet grandmother, M, who passed away a few weeks before we found out we were pregnant with Britton. She was an amazing woman and I think she would be honored to share her maiden name.

Britton and I will be leaving for a week long stay in Denver on Friday. Kyle is unable to go due to work, but Mom will be flying up as well...not on the same flight however. Renee and Sean have not seen Britton since Christmas when he was 11 months so the change is huge! I'm hoping for a peaceful flight full of sleep....let's hope!!

We're a tAd BeHiNd!!

2010-04-19T13:37:00.005-05:00

Things have been so busy around our house, we have neglected our blog! Quick recap everything with the help of pictures. :) We had Easter weekend at our house again this year! My Aunt June, Uncle Alfred, cousin Kelcie, P, Mom and Dad all came in on Friday. Britton had a blast playing with everyone and showing off. Easter Sunday we went to church and then had Kyle's family come over. Britton was quite spoiled by the Easter Bunny this year as he left gifts for Britton at our house and somehow at Mimi & Pa's house and even a small gift at Grandma and Grandpa Cincere's house. It was good to see everyone. I also feel so blessed that Britton gets to spend time with my family that lives so far away, but especially my Grandfather, P. What a wonderful and Godly man and one of the biggest blessings and most influential people in my life. I am thrilled that my own son is getting to know him and loves him just as much as I do.

Since our last update about baby #2 I have had two more appointments. The baby is looking great and the heartbeat is strong. I am still measuring small, which I did before and I've also been losing weight, which I also did before. I had gained 4lbs, then lost lbs, and then lost another 4 lbs. So after 12 1/2, almost 13 weeks of pregnancy I have lost 8 pounds, but I feel very pregnant and have a baby bump! Being that I'm measuring small we get to have more ultrasounds then normal, I consider this a special treat to see our little one. :)

Being that we are waiting on baby #2 to come we are also trying to get our house ready, once again, to go on the market. My Dad and P have done a lot of work downstairs. We now have a separate third bedroom and laundry/sewing room. Kyle and I are now in the works of painting those rooms, organizing them, then moving on to outside. Kyle has tackled some smaller projects, such as, new fans inside, new outside lights and the start of the dreaded yard work. I've been busy finding and buying new furniture for Britton's room. :) The sooner we finish the home improvements the sooner we go on the market and HoPeFuLlY sell!!

It hasn't been all work in our house! This past weekend was Kyle's 28th birthday and I wanted us to be able to go somewhere, just the 2 of us, to celebrate. Kyle and I have not been away together as a couple since we had Britton! We spent the weekend in Pine Mountain, GA at a peaceful and relaxing resort called Callaway Gardens. We got to spend time walking the gardens, going to a Butterfly Sanctuary, had bike rentals, boat rentals, and Kyle ended the weekend playing a round of golf. (I was simply the driver and caddy that day. :) We had a great weekend and it was so special and nice to spend time alone. So a very hApPy BiRtHdAy to my wonderful husband!

I'll do my very best to keep our blog updated more often...promise! :)

Jamaica: Round 9 & Pregnancy: Round 2

2010-03-24T11:37:00.004-05:00

It seems that every year returning to Jamaica I leave with the same feeling, "Is this really over for another year?" What an amazing experience it is for me...emotionally, mentally and spiritually. It is eye-opening week and reawakens talents in myself that I tend to forget I process. This year Jamaica was also a physical experience for me. Being pregnant in your first trimester and being in Jamaica are at times a completely miserable pairing! I loved being able to return this year and do not regret the choice Kyle and I made for me to go, but wow, hello sickness! I've been sick this entire pregnancy, since day one, but being sick in a country that is so hot and sticky, while trying to serve the people and not get sick on them...it was rough! I only got unbearably sick on Thursday and spent some time at the church resting. Fatigue held me back at times, but I am very proud of how much I was able to do and hope I didn't let me team down! My amazing Jamaican parents and grandparents are very excited for our new addition and looked after me the entire week. Sister J has requested we have a girl though as she already has two Jamerican grandsons. :)Overall Jamaica was an amazing trip. I'm hoping that next year Kyle and I will be able to travel together as it does so much good for us individually and as a couple and even as parents.

Now to answer some questions I have gotten about this pregnancy. It is TOTALLY different than it was when I was pregnant with Britton. I am sick nearly every day, I am always nauseous, some days I eat very little and other days I eat everything in sight. I have even been having cravings this time around. For example on Monday I had Kyle go and get me a kid's meal from Captain D's (which we do not eat at EVER) and had it with a glass of chocolate milk. Yesterday we planned on having pasta, but on my way home I smelled Arby's and my craving for a roast beef sandwich, french fries and a bowl of Lucky Charms won me over. Hopefully all of these differences mean a little girl is on the way. ;) It's been a very rough 9 weeks, but I know the end is within sight and the feeling that comes with a newborn has no words to describe the emotions. Thank you all for all the congratulations, kind words, gifts, calls, and texts. We couldn't be happier about Britton becoming a big brother!

(: Big News :)

2010-03-22T21:05:00.004-05:00

Another Busy Weekend

2010-03-06T21:10:00.002-06:00

My parents and my Grandfather came to Nashville for the weekend to celebrate my birthday (early) since I will be in Jamaica when it comes around! We put my Dad to work building a wall in our downstairs room. The framing has been completed and the next time he visits we will officially have a 3rd bedroom with a closet and a SEPARATE laundry room! Yay, for grown-up birthday gifts. :) While Dad was framing and Kyle was painting outside, P watched Britton and Mom and I went to the Otter Creek Consignment Sale. I had not planned on getting anything as Britton has more clothes than he will probably wear! I did end up spending a little, only $7.50, and Mom did the rest of the damage! We picked out some outfits for Britton, a musical saxophone to help with his band, a three little pigs talking book/house/figurine toys, a polar bear toy, a LIttle People pirate, musical bath toys, and the best of all a POTTY!! :) I'm hoping to start taking Britton to the bathroom when he's 18 months and just let him sit on it and "read"....hopefully this will encourage him. It was a good sale. We were amazed at how much was left when we left at noon and it was over at 2pm. I wonder what happens to all of the items not sold?! We grabbed Chic-fil-a, one of my favorites, and headed home. After lunch,more home improvement work, and lots of play time outside for Britton we had dinner, a birthday cookie and opened some gifts. It's been a busy weekend, but good. :) Spring Break could not be coming at a better time, though I'll be working in Jamaica it will still be a much needed break and even sleeping through the night. :)

L♥O♥V♥E

2010-02-16T14:56:00.003-06:00

HaPpY (very late) VaLeNtInE's dAy!!

Our little Valentine

Our attempt at a family picture

Britton watching Monsters vs Aliens

Opening gifts on V-Day

First time eating with a fork ON HIS OWN!!

Surgery....

2010-02-08T20:06:00.002-06:00

Britton had his surgery for his ear tubes last Tuesday. I must say that just as I calmed down my anxiety about the surgery I got a phone call last Monday to let me know that Dr. Huber was in the hospital. Not only was he in the hospital, but would be out for the next two to four weeks. I decided that we would allow his partner, Dr. Mullins, to do the surgery so our little boy would not have to wait. His surgery time got moved and we were to check in at 6:30 am with the tubes being put in at 7:30... much better for a hungry baby! Everything went wonderfully. It has now been almost a week and the tubes must be working there magic! Tuesday and Wednesday were rough nights, but ever since Wednesday he has been sleeping through the night! We can hear him wake up, but we are letting him soothe himself back to sleep and life is good. :) The extra sleep is a very welcomed change, especially for my husband! Britton currently has a cold, but hopefully the tubes will do their job and this will not turn into an ear infection. Thank you all for the prayers, e-mails, texts, and calls to check in on Britton. We truly appreciate you all so much!

Kudos to Dr. Mullins for being so great to us and Britton! We go for a check-up in a week, keep thinking of us!

sNoW dAyS

2010-02-01T16:14:00.008-06:00

What a week/weekend this has been for the Cincere family. We left for Indiana on Tuesday after Britton's 12 month check-up. (He weighed in at only 24 lbs and 6 ozs and is 31" long!)

I wish I could say it was a visit just for fun, but unfortunately that was not the case. Kyle's sweet Grandfather Presnall passed away on Sunday. We arrived in Indiana around midnight, it was a long drive, but Britton did so well. Wednesday and Thursday we spent time with Kyle's cousins, aunts, uncles and Grandmother Presnall. Britton even discovered stairs and how to climb both up and down while we stayed at Randi and Joe's. We had planned on coming back to Nashville on Friday night or Saturday morning, but little did we know what was about to happen! Rhonda called us to let us know that Nashville was to get 6 to 8 inches in snow and ice. We were very doubtful of this, but decided just to be safe to leave after dinner with Kyle's cousins.

climbing up the stairs

so proud of himself

We woke up Friday morning with no sign of snow. Around 9 am the weatherman started to seem right! By that afternoon we had snow, lots of snow. The snow continued to fall throughout the night and on Saturday we had around 6 inches of snow with 2 of those inches being nothing but ICE! We took Britton out to play in the snow, but being that the ice was so thick playing didn't seem too possible. :) We did however get some cute pictures, of course! Both Sunday and Monday the ice seemed to just sit on our cul-de-sac, while some of the main roads were scraped and are now just slushy. Kyle and I are glad we decided to come back early and enjoyed spending so much quality time with each other and with Britton.

Amazed at all the sNoW!!

He loves playing with the pillows!

Our adorable boy :)

Britton's new love is getting into the pantry cabinets!!

Today it's oatmeal!

Britton has his surgery tomorrow for his ear tubes. We got a call today to let us know that Dr. Huber is out with an illness and will not be doing surgeries for 2 to 4 weeks! We decided to go with his partner doing the surgery. Britton is scheduled to be at the surgery center at 6:30 a.m. with the process starting at 7:30. Once his surgery is complete and he has spent some time in the recovery room he will FiNaLlY be allowed to eAt! Kyle and I are confident this surgery will help Britton to feel so much better. Please keep Britton and his doctors in your prayers!

Our ToDdLeR!!

2010-01-25T21:37:00.006-06:00

Well, I no longer have a baby boy, but a toddler! Britton had such a wonderful birthday weekend! His party was on Saturday and he had so much fun! There was a lot of work and time put into it the decorations, the favors, the cake, the food, all of it....in the end it was beyond worth it. I know that Britton will not remember this party so I guess I'll just have to keep doing them big until he does. ;) Kyle and I waited what seemed like forever to have a child that I can't imagine a party that is not big to celebrate our blessing! He had many friends and family come to share in his special day. Kyle and I are so thankful for all of you and for loving on our little man.

His guitar from Mimi and Pa

Some of Britton's buddies, he loves them!

Enjoying his smash cake!

Playing in his tunnel from Lucas!

So many gifts....he's pretty excited about it!

Britton's actual birthday was also fun for him. He got to have his first doughnut for breakfast and a lunch with only big boy food, no baby food in sight! :) He played with us and his Mimi, Pa and P. Such a cute little cuddle bug he is and that smile brightens my day! I'm afraid that he has his Momma and his Daddy wrapped around that adorable finger of his! Again, a huge thank you for making his day amazing! HaPpY BiRtHdAy BrItToN!!

Birthday breakfast!

Birthday Lunch

Smash Cake, round 2 :)

...You say it's your BiRtHdAy...

2010-01-16T20:10:00.004-06:00

well, almost! Our sweet baby boy will turn one next Sunday, January 24th. I have been planning this party and trying to prepare myself for this day since November. To think I will no longer be the Mom of a baby, but a toddler, breaks my heart! This year has been so wonderful watching Britton grow and learn and though I know it will continue to do so it also means that it's passing by too quickly! I'm excited for our family and friends to help us celebrate this day and see how Britton reacts to everything, especially the cake!If he is anything like his Momma he will love that part the best!!

On a side note we had to take Britton to see Dr. Huber on Wednesday. HE is an ENT specialist and told us what we thought was coming. The little man has to have tubes. The day we took him he had been pulling on his ears and what to do know, he had gotten yet another ear infection. That makes 5 since the end of October! We go on Feb. 2nd to have his surgery for his tubes. It seems to be a fairly simple and quick surgery, but still the word surgery on my little boy makes me nervous. Pray for stead hands for Dr. Huber, calmness for Britton, and no anxiety for Mom and Dad!

We will be sure to upload lots and lots of birthday pictures when the time comes. Too bad they can't stay this small for long!!

Britton and I in Boone for a Smelser Christmas

Our family before the UT and VT game

(YAY HOKIES!!!)

Britton making one of his famous faces :)

My adorable boy after his bath!

Britton and his crazy hair in his early birthday present...a ball pit!

Britton's 1st ChRiStMaS

2009-12-26T20:55:00.006-06:00

We are so bLeSsEd to have such wonderful fRiEnDs and amazing FaMiLy. Thank you all for making oUr and Britton's ChRiStMaS a joyous and fun-filled time!

ChRiStMaS at our HoUsE

Leaving out the MiLk, CoOkIeS and CaRrOts

Britton with his FaVoRiTe gift from Grandma and Grandpa

with his lOvIng P

FaMiLy Christmas PhOtO at June's

Britton's early BiRtHdAy GiFt

with Mimi and Pa

LoViNg on AuNt Ne

Playing "hOrSeY" with "Uncle" Jimmy

Voices for the Voiceless

2009-12-22T15:00:00.002-06:00

Just when I think that perhaps it was my voice and not His telling us to open up our hearts to adoption I randomly come across things like these. This video is from All God's Children International and is so touching. Kyle and I have actually looked into this agency, but they, like most, do not focus on Jamaican adoptions. Perhaps our lives are not ready for this amazing gift of adopting right now, but I know it will be.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dPYGO-06hJY&feature=PlayList&p=C39C1375EEDBF69C&index=0&playnext=1

CrAzy Christmas TiMe!!

2009-12-21T10:28:00.005-06:00

First off, thank you all so much for your thoughts, prayers, e-mails, text, and calls to check on Britton. He turned out to have a rare strand of a bacterial infection. It was not any of the many things they tested for and all we know for sure is that his white blood cell count was way too high. The shots did what they were suppose to and he was said to be "clear" from the infection on Tuesday. We made another visit to the doctor on Saturday and now poor baby has a bad chest cold and ear infections, yes again, this is the 4th time!

Being that Britton and myself were sick and feeling so crummy this weekend we had to forgo our trip with Rhonda for Christmas in Indiana. I was so disappointed that Britton would be missing out on visiting with everyone, but I know he would have been miserable. Our luck he would have gotten all the other small kids sick too! Kyle and I are hoping to make it to IN soon!

On a much more positive side Britton is growing up so fast. (To be honest this saddens me greatly!!) He is doing everything he should be for his age and then some. He loves to walk holding on to furniture or someone's hands. He enjoys playing with his fire-truck from Andrea and dancing/clapping to his Mickey Mouse Clubhouse CD. He is such the daredevil! He likes to climb into his Pottery Barn Chair, throw the pillow into the floor and jump from the chair onto the pillow on the floor....he finds this very funny. It is so hard for me to believe that he will turn 1 months old on Christmas Eve! It is even more crazy to think that our little baby will turn one in just a little over a month!

Being silly with P

I LOVE his silly faces!

Our little Hokie :)

First time in his big boy carseat

He has discovered that the dishwasher...

is climbable! Oh Dear!!

But for right now...

We are all looking forward to Christmas here in the Cincere household. Our decorations are up, presents wrapped and we are ready for the traveling this season will involve for us. Britton discovered the gifts under the gifts under the tree just yesterday. The gift he decided to play with was of course not even his! Let's hope his Daddy's present is not too damaged! :) We're excited to see what Britton thinks of all of this craziness! He has enjoyed hearing several Christmas stories and especially enjoys waving the books around when we finish. What a special time of year this is. As Kyle and I celebrate this season and all that it truly means we feel even more blessed to share it with our son. We hope you all have a very Merry Christmas! We hope to post some pictures of our holiday celebrations throughout this weekend.

Found a gift to play with

Christmas come soon!!

Prayers for our Baby boy Please...

2009-12-04T16:48:00.003-06:00

I know that we have been once again lacking in the updates here in the blog world! I would love to take the time to upload new pictures and tell the funny stories of our now walking (while holding on to things) precious baby, but they will have to wait. Britton has had an ear infection and staph infection for about 6 days now and a temperature that he could not get rid of for three days ow. When I called the Children's Hospital they told us there was no need to bring him in to be seen unless he temperature was at 105. We did anyways! It turns out that though Britton appears to be fine as he is laughing, playing, and being very mobile he is one sick little boy. His white blood cell count is way too high showing signs of a bacterial infection, perhaps mono. I have no idea how an infant gets mono, and hope that is not what it turns out to be. Rhonda, Kyle's mom, took Britton to Dr. Chamber's office today and he was given a shot. It was actually three different shots that had to be injected into his muscle. We have an appointment tomorrow to see if the shots are working if not they will have to draw blood to see more detailed results. If they are not showing improvement then he will need to be hospitalized, which is a huge concern to me. I don't want to even imagine my poor little boy in the hospital for a long stay. Kyle and I would like to ask for your prayers for Britton. Prayers that he gets well soon and that this shot does work. Prayers that God is in control and can comfort our baby. We will keep you all updated on his status and hope this is just a bump in the road for Britton and passes quickly.

Is This Your Son?

2009-11-08T19:03:00.002-06:00

The sweet Johnson family is sharing "B's"story with all of us in hope that you may be the family he is needing. Celebrate in Orphan Sunday and read to see if this is your future gift....

I would like to introduce you all to my next little LOVE!! Today, Orphan Sunday, I'm advocating for "Handsome B". "B" is an adorable 8 year old boy that has so much promise and such a bright future IF ONLY he had a family to call his own. You see...B is one of the 147 Million Orphans living in this world WAITING for a family to PICK HIM so that he has a chance to live up to all that God has in store for him.B's story broke my heart when I read it...You see....I found B's picture BEFORE I ever left to go and pick up our Lucy Lane...I saw him one night late on my computer screen and turned to my hubby and said, "Oh, MY...He's beautiful!! Couldn't we adopt an 8 year old boy?" My hubby gave me his normal smile and reminded me that we were getting ready to go and pick up our new daughter....BUT I decided I'd look for him while I was at Hannah's Hope Orphanage anyways. His beautiful eyes just spoke to me...He had such an innocence and sweetness about him....Well, upon arriving at HH to get our Lucy Lane..I discovered that he didn't live at HH yet...He was still living with his mother UNTIL room became available in the orphanage.

Now, today, B is still with his Mom...During the Rainy Season in Ethiopia, there isn't much movement...so B will be moved to HH when there is room for him...Either way, I couldn't imagine the HUGE blessing it is for him to be able to live these last few months WITH his mother..I could tell from the pictures that they love each other deeply, but yet, she can't keep him. She must let him go!! I just can't imagine the pain. You see...B was part of a 2 parent home when his father lost his life in a construction accident...B lost his father, and his mother now has no way to care for him due to extreme poverty...I understand that since he is signed with HH that they will supplement his food and care UNTIL he arrives at HH to live. He's already experienced such great loss, he deserves a HOME!!! He deserves to know WHERE his next meal will come from....His mother deserves to know that her son will be taken care of...

I witnessed while in Ethiopia ANOTHER Mom bringing her daughters to HH to get photographed for "potential" adoptive parents to see....This mother's heart was so HUGE for her girls...She had them all dressed up in their finest of clothing, and she looked on so proudly as they were being photographed....B's Mom is no different...She dressed him in his finest of clothing KNOWING FULL WELL why he'd be getting his picture taken...B also being old enough to know exactly WHY the pictures were being taken too...I can't imagine their grief and pain...BUT there is hope for B....There is hope in YOU!!

Someone will have the opportunity to fly to Ethiopia where this little boy will be waiting...You will be united with your new son and you both will rejoice in the fact that you are finally together....You will then have the opportunity to meet B's Mom...She will come to say goodbye to you both...You will hug and cry together BECAUSE you both will love the same son. As B's new parent you will take him on his first plane ride, you will hold his hand as he leaves the only world he ever knew, you will fly him into a new world filled with opportunity and hope......You will take this boy and introduce him to his first HOUSE...You will take him to his first grocery where food is in abundance for the first time in his life....You will watch his eyes light up the first time he experiences air conditioning or the first time he is able to pick out his own clothes....You will also hold him tight as he grieves his mother...He will cry!! He will miss her!! He will want to make sure that she is ok....BUT you will hold him and tell him everything will be OK...He will learn to trust you....BUT for now...He is still waiting for that call to come...that he is being moved to HH BECAUSE a family is coming to get him....He must go and he must find a home!! Do you have room?? Will you make room?

B is said to be healthy, active and right on target for his age...He is said to love football and he is described as being VERY BRIGHT!!! His smile reminds me so much of my 7 1/2 year old...They both have giants smiles that can light up a room...I think of HOW innocent my 7 year old is AND how much I LOVE her age...She is independent, yet she still needs me so much!! It is the best of both worlds at this age....An 8 year old boy still has SO MUCH life to live...There is still so much innocence in those eyes....And, I can already imagine him in his first ever soccer uniform playing on a team for the first time in his life...

So, tonight, on this Orphan Sunday, I'm asking you all MOST IMPORTANTLY to pray!! Pray this child finds the forever family he was intended to have....No child deserves to be waiting this long...EVEN THOUGH I think it has been the LORD HIMSELF that allowed this mother and son to have all this extra time togehter.....BUT...now it is time for him to go home...It is time for him to head to HH where his every need can be met while he waits for YOU to show up and pick him up....Will you do it??????

2nd....Will you please pass this along to whom ever has slightly ever seemed interested in adoption...Will you post it to your own blogs or sites?? Together through prayer and technology we can BRING THIS HANDSOME YOUNG BOY HOME!!!

**If you would like to inquire about Handsome Bthen please contact: Megan Palmer, her email ismpalmer@allgodschildren.org or by phone at 971-244-1461.

***You can also read more about Handsome B by reading my sister's post atwww.ordinaryheroblog.blogspot.com We are partnering and are determined to find this cutie HIS FOREVER FAMILY!!! As he sits in Ethiopia tonight, he has no idea that some crazy American women are determined to beg, plead and pray him to his family...I know HIS family is out there....and I'm praying that God will connect the dots like he always does....I know God has a wife someday for this boy and children will be born because he was given a chance to live and survive!! An entire generation will be changed forever BECAUSE someone stepped up to the plate and adopted Handsome B!!! Together...with the Lord's help...WE CAN MAKE THIS HAPPEN!!!!

***Thank you for your time and your prayers...AND, I know B and his mom thank you too...kj

"I will not leave you as orphans, I will come to you." John 14:18

"Children are a gift from God." PSALM 127:3

"Now faith is being sure of what we hope for, and cetain of what we do not see."

Hebrews 11:1

An Adoption Cause

2009-11-07T20:52:00.006-06:00

This family is trying to raise money to bring home a sweet girl from Ethiopia. Watch this very heart tugging video of facts and comments and check out their fundraising shirts. You can follow their journey at longingforafrica.blogspot.com I'll be sporting mine soon. :)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SKk8KUoVEA4

fOoD, and dOgS, and hAiRcUtS, OH MY!

2009-11-01T19:47:00.005-06:00

Needless to say this weekend has been packed full of fun activities and little bit of stress on my part! Our cookout with the Potter's on Friday had to be postponed because Autumn was still feeling sick. Hopefully she is feeling much better now! We miss spending time with those two! We decided that we would go to Cracker Barrel for dinner. Britton enjoyed eating exactly what I was! He loved my vegetable platter of potatoes, mac-n-cheese, carrots, and dumplings!

Britton decided that he wanted to go to bed thirty minutes early so that was a nice surprise for us! Saturday we had planned on going to Franklin's pUmPkInFeSt early, but Britton took a 2 hour nap! Once he woke up we headed out. There were so many people there! Once Britton gets a little older it will be so much fun for him. The People's Church had set up an entire section of free games, pony rides, tea parties and bouncy houses for the kids. Britton loved strolling around and eating Honey Nut Cheerios. :)

We loaded up and headed over to Hank and Rhonda's for hAlLoWeEn! We decided Britton would be a puppy for his first Halloween. Being that our baby is so tall, we had to get a 12-18 month costume! He was not the biggest fan of the furry hood so this resulted in our pictures being not so smiley. He enjoyed looking at all the trick-or-treaters and especially those who waved at him or patted his little puppy head! He was getting a little tired so I took him inside to sit with Kyle and Hank, who were of course watching the UT game. By the time I sat him on Kyle's lap and got his gymmies, he was asleep!

Today after church we had planned on getting Britton's hair cut. We went to Otter's to eat lunch and wait for Snip-Its to open. We went down to Snip-Its and found about a 45 minutes wait. It was almost Britton's turn to get his cut when I went to get my wallet and realized that it was missing. I went nuts! I went back to Otters and checked and no luck! When I got back to Snip-Its Britton was in the chair and screaming! He was not happy about this event, at all. The poor lady tried her best, but he refused to keep his head still for more than a second. We managed to get the sides and back "clipped." I wonder if this counts as his first real hair cut? I hope not because the only picture we got was after we left Snip-Its and sat him on the bench outside. :(

When we got home I spent way too many hours making calls to SunTrust, Jcrew and other places that might be seeing a sudden jump in charges! I e-mailed Paula and Stephanie and had to wait. I know that I was horrible and hateful to Kyle as I was so upset that my wallet/checkbook was not only missing, but went missing out of Britton's bag while he was in the nursery at church! So after much dread, annoyance, and being in a bad mood I got an e-mail from Paula, while she was at the Titans game, letting me know she had my wallet. Apparently when they went to change Britton's diaper the wallet was taken out to get to what they needed and then forgotten. I guess this was my test from God to see how I would handle myself in the face of a little stressor...I think I failed this one. Hopefully I will learn that though something may seem like a big deal, it will pass. I am too blessed to let such things put a damper on my day. So that being said, Yea God for my beautiful baby boy even if he does scream at a haircut appointment. Yes God, for a wonderful husband who will allow me to be yucky when I've had a bad day and still love me. And Yea God, for a found wallet and being tested. I promise to do better next time!

One of his pictures from his 9 month session :)

Baptism

2009-10-25T17:45:00.005-05:00

Today was an awesome day! I was so lucky to be surrounded by my close family on such a important day in my life. It was very special to share the baptism with my wife, son, mom, dad, bother, grandmother, and my brother's friend. They all joined us at our church -The Gathering-The Baptism took place at the Prairie Life Fitness Center since our church meets in a movie theater and is not equipped for Baptisms. Our pastor Dr. Foster and his wife, Paula, conducted the Baptisms.

When my head came back up out of the water and I wiped the water from my face and eyes, I really felt like my skin, my mind and my heart was cleansed. Cleansed from the past wrongs, mistakes, and troubles. I know it does not change anything in the past or make anything right but it only helps me learn and grow.

I was in and out of trouble a lot through my adolescent years and made some very poor choices. I used to look back at those times and feel really ashamed and disappointed. But after a day like today, how can someone be ashamed of their self? I realize and understand that those days are small parts of someone else's bigger plan for me.

I have opened my eyes, heart and mind to that there really is a person out there bigger than me, my parents, the sky, the universe.

Renada's and my paths did not cross by accident. I really do believe she was my angel sent to me by God to help me complete his plans for me. God has given us the blue prints to our lives and we have only just begun it. We have brought a beautiful boy into this world and now we get to watch him grow into a Godly man.

Were to even start...

2009-10-20T21:41:00.008-05:00

We have been so busy this past month that we neglected our blog. With me being back at work and coaching, practices, games, Jamaica Leader meetings and Kyle having to do his work, training people, pulling other's weight and dropping off and picking up Britton by the time we get home all we want to do is rest and cherish every moment we have with our baby boy. Who as you can see is not so little! He is growing up so fast! Since we last blogged Britton got his first tooth, has had 2 ear infections with the first one sending us to the Vandy ER. He has had apple juice, drinks from a sippy cup that has a straw, stands, and army crawls around. Britton tries to walk, bounces, talks like crazy, had a cold yet fun at Gentry's Farm and Pumpkin Patch, spends many a Saturday being a Hokie and a Vol, and has developed such a cute and wonderful personality! As you can tell we are very proud of our little guy!

I'm hoping to blog again this week as we are taking Britton's 9 month pictures on Saturday and Kyle is getting baptized on Sunday! This is truly a special weekend for us and for our little family. I'm hoping to have plenty of pictures to share and give Kyle time to blog on Sunday afternoon. In the meantime I hope these pictures hold you over and you forgive us for wanting to love our Britton instead of blogging, as I know you all do! :)

"Who needs a Smokey? I'm a little Hokie!"

Wearing the bib to make Dad happy!

Big boys brush their teeth or tooth!

The two loves of my life!

A tooth...finally!!!

Standing up to play on his new toy that Daddy bought him.

Drinking apple juice for the first time!

First "big boy" bath!

My silly monkey "helping" with laundry!

"How Tall This Fall?" Britton is 2' 6" or 30 "!!

"Feeding" himself his juice in his new Western Illinois jersey from Grandpa!

... what a mess ....

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...counting my blessings...

2009-08-28T21:32:00.007-05:00

The second week of being back at work has come to an end. I so look forward to the weekends because I know that it is a time for me to reconnect with my beautiful little family. I had gotten so use to bring at home with Britton and having lunch with Kyle that it is difficult not to be able to do such small things. I actually miss watching "Handy Manny" with Britton, having to eat at CeCe's Pizza at least once a week and getting to cook dinner. I am thankful though that going back to work has been a smooth transition for me. I am back in sixth grade which is a big plus, although I am teaching 3 subjects that I have not taught before. I find that almost everyone at work seems to be stressed or annoyed by things and that has not hit me yet. I'm thankful to have a job even if it does mean that my precious baby boy has to be in daycare. I'm enjoying being back in the classroom and coaching I had missed that feeling of having an impact on middle schoolers.

Kyle and I have been discussing adopting from Jamaica more in depth these past few days. The process seems very reasonable and possible to do. We are going to start saving money a little at a time and hopefully by the time Britton is 18 months we can begin the paperwork. I have randomly come across things pertaining to adoptions and I have to think it is His way of speaking to me and my heart. Rather it has been e-mail about how to start the adoption process or a blog that I started following of people I have never even met! ( You should check it out: www.weloveourlucy.blogspot.com ) That blog gave me the final little push and tug at the heart that I needed to get this ball rolling. What a gift it is to be able to take a child into your home, love them, give them a second chance and in return have a sweet blessing to call you "Mom and Dad." I can not wait for that moment. I look forward to the process for Kyle and myself and especially for Britton. There is so much I want him to be able to experience in his life. What a gift for him.... a brother, despite the race or his birth mother or his home country. The following verse has been speaking to me so much this week. Each morning this week when I have gotten to school I pull a piece of paper out that is in my car with this verse on it and say a prayer of thanks for my perfect son and then I follow it with a prayer for my future Jamaican son. " I will not leave you as orphans. I will come to you." -John 14:18 Such a beautiful and fitting verse!

On a much different note, I came across through many different friends and their blogs a family who I believe live in NC. Their names are Jeremy and Lindsay Jones. They suddenly lost their 4 month old baby boy this week due to SIDS. It happened while baby Ayden was at daycare. I can not imagine getting that phone call and all that proceeds it. I read her blog today about having to have a funeral for their baby. Their faith is so strong and obvious simply from reading I can see that and even feel it. I must say that after reading that he had passed away while sleeping on his stomach I felt a pull in my stomach. Britton sleeps on his side or his stomach at night. I know that Britton is older and can roll over, but just the thought of losing our son is more than I can even bare to think about and this family is experiencing it. I ask for your prayers for the Jones' family. Only He can provide comfort for such a tragedy. How blessed Kyle and I are to be able to wake up each morning to such a beautiful and happy boy who we love so much.

To go along with the above a student from my school passed away yesterday. He was a life skills student and had seizures now and then. Apparently he had not had a bad one in quiet a while. His parents called the school yesterday to tell the Principal and his teachers that their son, Michael, had had a seizure in his sleep and in the morning they could not wake him and learned he had passed away. He was an 8th grader this year. I called Kyle and told him about Michael and how horrible I felt about it not only because he had passed so young, but that I had a thought about having a child like that only on Tuesday. When we were outside for a fire drill at school all of the Life Skill kids were beside me, behaving wonderfully. I happened to look at Michael and think to myself, "I don't know if I could handle all that comes with having a child with disabilities. Thank you God for giving us such a miracle." How I regretted feeling that way just yesterday. I can't help but think that Michael is now a perfect boy with no life skills class, no disabilities and is in Heaven running like he never could. Such a perfect time he will have now and such a bittersweet thought as his family is suffering the loss of a child and brother.

So many things have happened all in one week to remind me to be thankful for what I have...a loving husband who is an amazing Daddy to our perfect, happy and handsome son. We may be a small family but God has blessed me with a healthy family. I'm just more thankful than I have the words to express. I big thank you to all of you who have shared your encouraging words as I struggled with leaving Britton to go back to work. Although it is difficult I am so excited to get into my car and drive home to see him and treasure every moment I get to spend with him.... even if it is because he is sleeping in our bed and taking up all the room! Hug and kiss your kids and tell them how you love them, you just never know what tomorrow brings....

Britton helping do "chores."

PIctures of Britton

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Check out the two cute and funny pictures of Britton on my sister's blog....

www.reneecrowley.blogspot.com

Our silly boy!

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Britton has learned how to play in his crib until he falls asleep. Sometimes though nap time turns into play time. I just happened to catch him one day and had time to get my camera and record him in the act!

Sorry it's sideways, I'm not sure how to flip it! Britton thought that Kyle saying "WHOA!" over and over was too funny!

playing catch up....

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through pictures and short captions :) and then some more!

Two days after he turned 6 months he decided it was time to use a sippy cup!

This was how I found him during a "nap." Turned sideways and playing!

The next time I came to check he was pulling up to stand in his crib...scary!

Bath time is now play time as he only wants to sit and splash!

He loves the mirror at Dr. Chambers! This was for 6 1/2 month shots and

check-up, he was 28 1/2" long and weighed 20 lb 2 ozs!

Today was Britton's first day at daycare.......and Mommy did well. :) I started back to work on August 6th, but there was not an opening for him until August 17th. Thankfully Renee, my sister, flew in and kept him while Kyle and I were at work. I think this helped prepare me for this day I hav been dreading for 6 1/2 months! I was okay until I came home and got the "report" from Kyle. He was told that Britton was shy and quiet and cried a few times. :( I'm hoping that in a week or two Britton will be use to going and have a routine there. I'm glad to be back teaching, I actually missed it, but at the same time I miss being with him all day. For right now we need my income, hopefully one day we won't! :) I can always wish and hope.

Britton before leaving for his first day of daycare

I did however have a great time with Britton these past two weekends. The weekend of August 7th we (Renee, Britton and myself) drove to Bristol, Tn and Bakersville, NC. Kyle had to stay behind and work on Saturday. WE went to surprise my grandfather, P, since it was the church decoration of the graves. Being that my grandmother, M, passed away last May we knew it would mean a lot to him if we could make it. He was glad to see Renee and myself, but THRILLED to see Britton. It was a very long drive, but a good visit.

(These are pictures of Britton drinking water out of a plastic cup....one of his new favorite things!)

This past weekend Renee was still in town and my Mom came up as well. Kyle had a weekend trip planned with some of his faternity brothers. We went to Rainforest Cafe on Friday night and Britton was in awe. We were seated right next to the monkeys. Ever time they went "off" Britton's eyes became huge! He didn't cry and seemed to enjoy it. The rest of the weekend we spent time just playing with Britton. Renee and I went to the Titans game on Saturday while Mom kept Britton.

I think coming home from work now and weekends will be more savored on my part. I know he'll be fine after awhile of being at daycare... let's just hope I adjust soon too! :)

Britton's first trip to Sea Grove

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Britton must have been born to be a water baby! He loves the pool, love baths and was a fan of the ocean as well. Though this first beach trip it seemed he was not as impressed with the ocean as he was the sand! He wanted to play in it with his feet every time we put him anywhere near the sand. It did get into his mouth once or twice, he handled that well and in his ear often, he didn't seem to mind that until it was time to clean it out. We had a great time and it was good to get away. The week passed so quickly!

We got to FL on Saturday afternoon after Britton had done a good job with a 7 hour drive... that turned into 8! He liked the beach that day, especially laying on the beach! While at the beach on Sunday it started raining and our time was cut short! Kyle of course wanted to eat at Elmo's that night for the all you can eat snow crabs, yuck! Monday we spent most of the day at the outlet mall in Sandestin since we had our pictures that night I didn't want Britton (or Kyle :) ) to be too tired or burned! Pictures went wonderfully! Britton was such a ham for the first 15 minutes then we got pictures with his serious face. Regardless I'm excited we got them done and can't wait to have them here. The rest of the week we went to the beach and stayed as long as Britton would let us! He cooperated and let us feed him there and he even took his nap there too! We went to the usual places to eat that Kyle and I enjoy and spent several evenings in Sea Side for walking around, Dawson's Yogurt, Queen Bee's cupcakes and a free outdoors concert! One day we went to Sandestin to a place called Baytowne Wharf that Kyle had never been too. It was a cute little place and will be fun for Britton when he is older.

We had a lot of fun watching Britton have so many firsts and can't wait to see how he likes the beach next year when he can run around.... that may be a tiring time for us!

Below are some pictures from our week....

Britton's first time in the sand

Family picture before going to Elmo's

Playing with his sand toys from Mimi

Hanging out after swimming in the pool

Sitting with Daddy while playing in the wet sand

Britton and I in Sea Side for the outdoor concert

a little late, but better than never.... our 4th of July weekend

2009-07-18T20:55:00.006-05:00

Since we went to Indiana for Britton to meet Kyle's family he is going to blog about our weekend!

We thought it would be a great idea to surprise my grandparents with a visit. No one on my mom's side of the family has yet to meet Britton and since I was getting a 4-day weekend from work over the 4th of July, we thought this would be great time for Britton to meet his great grandparents. (The Presnall's). My mom and I joked how it would be funny to set Britton on the door step, ring the door bell and run but thought maybe it would be better another time when he can actually stand on his own. :)

My grandmother usually gets her hair done on Friday's but this particular Friday she decided to cancel her appointment. Little did she know that not only were we surprising her for the weekend, the Presnall clan was throwing a cookout for the 4th at my Aunt's.

We passed through Gas City and my mom called her to talk to her on the phone as if nothing was going on. As we entered the driveway my grandma told me mom she needed to go because my mom's sister had arrived to help her with her groceries. I guess really my mom drove 6 hours to help her with her groceries. As we unloaded and I started walking to the front door carrying Britton, you could hear grandma yelling from inside the house....she spotted us! I walked in and introduced Britton to his Great Grandma, Britton did not take the introduction to well and started crying. Boy, how my grandma had wished she didn't cancel her hair appointment.....j/k grandma, your hair looked great! Britton warmed up as he is usually bashful at first when meeting new people and let her feed him a bottle.

The Presnall family is really large. I would say only about 20 members were able to attend. And what a I mean about only is that my mom had 6 brothers and sisters. They in turn had 2-3 children of their own. Then in turn, my cousins, have 2-3 children of their own so you can see the family just keeps growing and growing........by the minute it seems like. So Britton had plenty of people to meet on Saturday at the cookout. There were no shortage of arms to pass him around. Poor guy, I feel like every time he wakes up he is in a new stranger's arms, or in a different house, city, state.

Britton meeting Braelyn

Britton with his Great Aunt Robin

Wesley singing to Britton

Britton and Brianna

Great Uncle Joe took the big kids for a ride on the tractor

So on the 4th we tried to kill grandma, not on purpose of course. My cousin bought enough fireworks to compete with Nashville's own firework display. The plan was to let the little kids shoot the fireworks while the adults watched. It started to sprinkle so most of us sat just inside the garage to where we could see up in the sky for the explosions. We worked our way down to the large fireworks. A large cannon was lit and as everyone ran away from it, it tipped over. The fireworks began shooting randomly. First, towards my car, so i muttered to Renada, "Well there goes the car!" A second shot went straight into the corn field, no harm. But then one shot right at us striking the brick wall next to my Grandma's head then landed on the driveway and exploded. Next thing I knew Grandma was about 20 feet inside the garage and everyone was asking if she was ok. Just so you know my grandma needs help of a walker or wheelchair to get around so for about 1.5 seconds she regained the speed of a mongoose and reflexes of cat. I have never seen her move that fast in my entire life.

The trip was great and the corn was just a bit taller than Britton. We will see them all again and the many we missed on this trip in December when we all get together to celebrate Christmas. I can't wait for all of them to see Britton again as I know how much he will change in the next few months. By that time he could be walking and talking, driving a car or applying for college. As least those last two events seem like they are approaching faster than we know it as these past 6 months have been going by so fast. I remember giving Britton his first bottle in the hospital and thinking how crazy it was that I was a dad and what do I do next with him. Now he is what a like to call a "nut", he cracks me up all the time, his smile is unforgettable and I cannot imagine him not in my life. I mostly need to thank his mommy as she has been patient with me and "coached" me on what to do next.

5 months already??

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It does not feel like we have been parents for five months, that I have been on maternity leave for five months and I wish my body looked like Britton was five months! We have had some eventful moments these past two days. Yesterday Britton FINALLY rolled over, from his back to his tummy. I happened to have my camera, okay truth is I take it with me every time he is on the playmat and HOPE that that day will be the day! We had to go to the doctor today to get checked out for an ear infection,which he does not have, strep throat, which he does not have and a virus, which he does have. While there and waiting on the nurse to come in Britton rolled from tummy to back. Two feats in two days, pretty impressive!

Starting to roll...

...still going...

...success...

and proud of himself!

We tired cereal again on Sunday and he loves it. Last night was cereal again and as you can tell, he is still loving it. In fact he cries when it is gone. He also thinks he is old enough to feed himself. What a handful this boy is going to be...I can't wait! :)

Our last eventful moment happened today. Britton was in his jumper and stated to cry so I would come get him out. When I walked over to the front of it and looked at him he lifted his arms up and reached for me. He can cry all day if he promises to reach for me too! No I'm just waiting on that first word to be "mama."

another busy week

2009-06-18T10:29:00.010-05:00

We've had a pretty busy time since I last blogged. I thought I'd be better at updating this, but daily updates are not going to happen! My Mom came in town this past weekend and we took Britton swimming again at Hank and Rhonda's. He had such a good time and thankfully a good day even with the teething!

We decided to go ahead and try cereal on Sunday night....not successful! As you can tell from the pictures he was confused and I don't think he found it too tasty! We'll try again soon... maybe with thicker cereal.

Before we started...

trying it out with a not so tasty look on his face...

and happy that it's over!

Monday through Wednesday my squad had cheer camp. Britton and I went to watch on Monday for the first part of the day, he did wonderful! We had a squad dinner that night at Chili's and baby Sophie came. Britton was funny as he stared at her like he was trying to figure out what she was! :) Tuesday night we went to Chuck E Cheese. Believe it or not, he stayed awake for one ride and then took a nap! I don't know how he managed to fall asleep in such a loud place! We tried to take a picture of the girls with Britton, but he decided he would rather scream. :)

"Riding" his only ride ay Chuck E Cheese

Britton being unhappy about this picture!

After eating he was happy again

Last night we had the girls over to watch a movie together. They seem to be a great group so far and get along well. Britton does cry when some of them talk to him or get too close....too many new faces I suppose. There are other girls though that he favors, we're working on it! Tonight we are going over to Sus and Kevin's for dinner and play time. :) That would be easier if they too had a baby, but I guess we'll settle for Jackson the cat for now! I'm hoping this weekend is a lot calmer! Sunday is Father's Day and I'm excited for the day we have planned for Kyle. Being a parent has been such a wonderful blessing and gift, even with the 6 weeks of teething! ;)

A chaotic few weeks minus a gallbladder

2009-06-09T19:53:00.002-05:00

So if you've read the previous blogs you know all about my week long stay in Bristol due to my wonderful gallbladder attack. On Sunday, May 31st I had two attacks within an hour of each other so Kyle and I got Britton loaded up to take to his grandparent's house and headed to the Williamson Medical ER. I had an appointment on Friday and already knew I had a "packed" gallbladder, but surgery had not yet been scheduled. After being at the ER from 2 am to about 9am we left with Loratab and were told to call and schedule surgery on Monday. We went home and tried to take a nap then actually headed over to Hank and Rhonda's where we had left Britton and went swimming, it was a very long day.

I had an appointment scheduled for Monday to see Dr. LaNeve, it was to start at 2:15 and I had to take Britton with me. This appointment lasted until 4:15 needless to say Britton was very unhappy and not on his best behavior. Surgery was scheduled for Wednesday and I had to be there at 8:30am. On Tuesday Kyle got a call early in the morning from his Mom letting him know his Grandfather Cincere had passed away. Kyle called in and took off that day and the next. We headed to the funeral home to help with whatever we could. Wednesday came and Kyle and Britton dropped me off at the hospital. I got all checked in and changed into the lovely gown by 9:30, this is when my nurse, Holly, informed me my surgery was set for 11:40 and they would take me to the holding room an hour before. Time moved so slowly! I don't remember too much about being in the holding room besides the IV being put in and then being told my "best friend" would give me medicine soon. Last time I heard that was when I got my epidural, that NEVER set in! This time all worked; next thing I remembered was being woke up and asked what I wanted to drink, which was nothing to be honest. I looked at the clock when we got to my room and it was already 2pm and then at 2:30 Kyle and Britton came in. I was in and out during this time, but from what I can remember Britton did very well. He loved laying on the hospital bed and laughed at everything Kyle said to him! Finally at 5:30 I was allowed to go the bathroom and change into my clothes. Kyle went to get the car and the nurse went over the check-out stuff. Again I was given Loratab, a stronger dose this time. Thank goodness Kyle had the day off because I felt horrible! Rhonda came over and watched Britton on Thursday while I mostly popped pain pills and slept. On Friday Rachel took the day off of work to come watch Britton. (THANK YOU!!!!) I also had a cheer practice that day, I'm not sure what I was thinking not to cancel that! Saturday we went to Hank and Rhonda's to spend time with them and Brandon and swim...well they swam, I tried to stay awake and watch. I ran out of Loratab on Sunday and since then have been taking Tylenol Extra Strength Rapid Release like it is candy. I'm still sore, still bloated and still in pain. To add to all of it I now get sick after everything I eat, except for bread. I have found myself avoiding eating or having popcorn for dinner and I hate popcorn. I have been alone with Britton for two days now and both days I have thought I was going to die! He is still teething and wants to be held most of the day, having four incision sites in my stomach does not make holding a baby easy or at all comfortable. The weekend is almost here and I hope that means I will start to feel much better. My Mom will be coming up for the weekend on Friday so an extra set of hands to hold Britton will be very appreciated by both Kyle and myself. We also have Grandfather Cincere's funeral on Friday. It seems like when things happen they all happen at once! I think Kyle and I (and probably Britton too) are ready for a "normal, calm schedule" to return!
I've posted some pictures of Britton below and a picture of my lovely gallstones and bladder....just a warning!!! :)

Britton being silly!

My "lovely" gallbladder and stones...I know it's gross!!

Kyle, Britton, Hank and Brandon playing in the pool.

Playing on his mat before he fell asleep!

Taking pictures since he decided it was too early for bed. :)

He couldn't be any cuter...LOVE him!!!

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Making new friends and a 4 month check-up

2009-05-29T21:01:00.009-05:00

On Thursday Britton and I met up with two of my friends from college, Abby and Kristina. Abby has a beautiful baby girl named Trevi. Trevi was born six weeks early making her just 4 1/2 days younger than Britton. Kristina has a little boy named Eli, who is destined to be a UT fan, if his father Sam as any say in the matter....much like Kyle feels about Britton's future college choice. We all decided to get together for a walking play date at Radnor. I was impressed how well they all did. When we finished walking we decided to take a picture of all of them together. This is when Briton decided he would rather eat and decided to cry to prove his point! Finally we did get a picture of our kiddos... future friends I'm sure.

Trevi, Britton and Eli

Britton decided to smile for the camera AFTER the group photo...of course!!

Today we had to take Britton for his 4 month check-up and shots. I must say I have been dreading this day since the 2 month shots consisted of a 10 minute screaming and crying fit. I had talked to Britton all week about it and told him if he stopped crying as soon as the shots were over we would get him a stuffed Handy Manny. He LOVES Manny. Yes, I know he is 4 months old and had no idea what I was telling him. I also know that I was attempting to bribe a baby. :) We didn't have to wait long before the nurse took us back for his stats. Amazingly Britton now weighs 17lbs and 8 oz (in the 90th percentile) and is 25 1/4" long (in the 70th percentile.) What a chunky little man we have, though to me he looks skinnier then before! When the nurse left I had Britton sitting up so he could see himself in the mirror. All of a sudden he looked at his toes and grabbed them with his hands. He then started to bend all the way down and try to put them in his mouth! He thought this was so funny. He continued to laugh and talk when Dr. Chambers came in to look him over. After talking we decided not to start cereal until he is 5 months. I told him I thought Britton was teething, he thought not until he looked at his gums. Our little boy should have his first bottom tooth in 2 weeks to a month! We learned his blood type and got questions answered. I am so glad we went with Dr. Chambers and Britton seems to like him too. Then our nurse came back to give him his shots. Kyle held onto his little hand and we gave him his frog to hold in the other hand. I sat in the chair to avoid seeing his face in pain again. He cried, but nothing like last time. When she was finished Britton's cry turned into a little whimper and when I picked him up, he stopped. Perhaps bribing a 4 month old does work! We are so glad that he is doing well and continuing to grow and mature both mentally and physically. We truly have been blessed with such a content and wonderful baby boy.

Britton looking at his sticker that his Daddy got him.

Britton and his new Handy Manny....can you tell how excited he is about this! I love it. :)

I decided to help him "taste" his toes!! He thought this was hilarious!

Our week(end) in Bristol...

2009-05-25T19:29:00.008-05:00

On May 15th we loaded up the car and headed to Bristol for Britton to meet some family on Saturday and go to Bakersville for church with P. It was Britton's first long trip, 6 hours, and he handled it well. Thankfully he slept most of it and we only had to stop twice for changing and feedings. Things went as planned on Saturday with visits from family and us making a visit to Pa, my Dad, at his boat show. Then Sunday morning around 12:30 am I woke up with horrible stomach and chest pains at 4:30 I couldn't take it anymore and called m Mom to take me to the ER. Once I had checked in and been given a robe to change into and a bed to lay in my nurse, Rose, who was wonderful, came in to take blood and give me an IV of meds. At 8:30 am the doctor decided he had no idea what was wrong and sent me home with pain meds and medicine for nausea. The blood that was taken had tests run and I was told it could be my gallbladder. We returned back to find Kyle awake and Britton still asleep. Being that I still felt like I was dying, everyone but me went to Bakersville. When they returned home we talked and decided that since I still felt so horrible it was best for me to stay in Bristol with Britton so my family could help take care of him. Kyle left that afternoon so h could go to work on Monday. Mom kept Britton on Monday, my great aunt Pat kept him on Tuesday and by Wednesday I felt well enough to keep him. Finally we returned to Nashville on Thursday for me to go to work on Friday. Mom stayed until Saturday afternoon then headed back to Bristol. What a crazy week it was. I'm glad I stayed in Bristol though, there is no way I could have taken care of Britton by myself. I have an appointment this Thursday to have my gallbladder looked at to see if it needs to be removed.....which would explain why I have had a total of 4 attacks,2 while pregnant and 2 afterwards. Hopefully it will all be solved soon, rather I have to have surgery or not I just want to know what's wrong. On the positive side Britton did get to spend 7 days with his Mimi and Pa! :) Below are some of the pictures from our week.

Britton at Pa's Boat Show "drinking" his first Pepsi :)

Before going to P's church

Playing-Drooling-Teething!

Playing on the bed by rolling over with help

My "baby" cousin goes to prom and drives...

2009-05-16T09:13:00.003-05:00

It is so strange to me that Kelcie is already old enough to not only be driving, but now has gone to her first prom and will be going to college in a few years. I was ten was she was born and couldn't get enough of her. Renee and I spent most of summers with her and Richard at GMP. My Dad's side of the family only has three grandchildren and all three of us are girls, instant bond. She is becoming such a wonderful young lady and we are all so proud of her.... but old enough to be a junior in high school?!! I really am old!

Kelcie in rare form.... :) -------------->

One year later

2009-05-13T09:27:00.005-05:00

I love this picture from our wedding day. Yes, I realize that you can not really tell who is in the picture,besides me since the dress gives it away,but as soon as we were given our pictures I fell in love with this one. The other hand and body in the picture belongs to my sweet grandmother, M. I don't think there are words to describe what an amazingly loving, giving, selfless or Godly woman my grandmother was. I have so many good memories of my childhood that involve her and my grandfather. I spent more time with M and P then I probably did with my own parents when I was younger. They have and will always have such a huge and special place in my heart. Both as individuals and as a couple they are such an example. It was this time last year that my precious M passed away. I have been to many funerals, both of friends and family members, but this one was one that I had been dreading for years. I think the hardest part of that funeral was seeing and hearing my dear sweet Grandfather, P, as he was morning the loss of his wife of 64 years.

M and I had talked about how Kyle and I were having difficulties getting pregnant and she shared that she and P had experienced the same problems. I know that she wanted to be a great-grandmother and was getting impatient about it! I didn't know it at the time, but I was pregnant at her funeral. Kyle and I joke that she got to talking when she got to Heaven and suddenly we were pregnant! I know that she would be just as in love with Britton as P is. I hate that Britton will never get to know her, but I also know that he will hear plenty of stories and see lots of pictures. On the other hand, God has perfect timing....having Britton has been the best healer for my grandfather. He is so in love with our baby boy. He comes to visit each time my parents do. My Mom jokes and says she knows that when the "old man" comes with them no one else will get to hold him, and she's right! We send P pictures of Britton every two weeks ad he calls often to hear Britton coo and laugh and talk about his next visit. He tells us how he takes the pictures to church to show him off and talks to his "little buddy" each night. Kyle and I are going to Bakersville this Sunday and of course taking Britton so that we can go to Silver Baptist with P and he can share the one he is so proud of. We plan on Britton taking flowers to M's grave. I know that this will be such an emotional day for all of us, but I'm looking forward to it because it will also be a time to celebrate such a wonderful woman's life.

I'll always love that picture of M & I and I can't wait to talk to Britton about that day and about who she was and what she believed in.

How we got here...

2009-05-12T10:20:00.006-05:00

It is hard to believe that I am the mother of a 3 1/2 month old boy. Over a year and a half ago we thought having a child was near impossible. Due to many complications I had been told since I was 20 years old that I would only have about a 20% chance of ever getting pregnant. When Kyle and I were married we both knew we wanted children. I knew that if it was going to happen it would take prayers, patience, and fertility help. After 3 cycles of Clomid and no results I had what is called a HSG flush followed by 2 rounds of Clomid and to our surprise we learned that we were going to have a child after all. I can not begin to describe how exciting that day was or the other 34 weeks that followed. I was very lucky and did not have but 3 days or morning sickness, gained very little weight and felt good for most of the pregnancy. I did and still do suffer from anemia, but with what felt like a dozen iron supplements it was managed. We were blessed with 5 baby showers and felt prepared for Britton to arrive. On the day he decided to make his debut I was actually at my friend Abby's baby shower. On the way home I joked with Susan that I thought I was going to have a baby today... 5 hours later I did! Besides my little friend the epidural that my body refused to take it was an easy birth and went by quickly.

So here we are after the weeks of little sleep at night, but naps during the day to 8 to 10 hours of sleep at night and little naps during the day. I've learned what each little noise and cry means. How he likes to be held, how he loves baths and loves to coo and laugh. We have established a bed time and a time to get up. Everything is going perfectly and I am loving getting to stay at home. I know that once I go back to teaching, he goes to daycare and life gets more hectic perfect may have a different definition and I'm okay with that. What a gift Britton is and what a blessing it is to have such wonderful family and friends to love him and help him along the way.